To the Dude Snoring in Savasana
/I hate you I thank you I hate you I thank you
I am trying to be a good yogi, really I am. And I am thankful that you are giving me the opportunity to exercise yoga muscles apart from those that keep me in bakasana.
But, really it is hard. You make it so, so hard to be a good yogi when you snore in savasana every Tuesday evening.
I know, class was tough. And your workday was also probably pretty tough. Though, admittedly I know nothing about your day. I just know the sounds coming from your direction at the end of class.
Let me be clear: I like you. I don’t know you, but you show up for yoga Tuesdays and sometimes Thursdays, and this makes me like you. And yet… you always snore. You begin just moments after the instructor reminds us that savasana is not for sleeping. Not for sleeping! We are advised to stay alert, let our thoughts float by, acknowledge them and let them go…
But I cannot. Your snores float by me and then return and return again in great, uneven guffaws and gasps. You are no meek snorer.
Sometimes, it is just too much. I cannot suppress the giggles. And the yoga studio becomes a call and response between your snore at the front of the room and my giggle in the back.
Other times I am angry — your racket is invading my savasana — only to feel badly for being mad at a stranger who can’t seem to hold it together in savasana.
Some nights, the yogis at the front of the room take matters into their own hands and someone will emit one. loud. pointed. cough. I revel to hear it, imagining my fellow savasana-er tilting her head ever so slightly in your direction to land a quick noise on you.
Maybe you come to yoga with the very purpose of fixing this snoring problem. Maybe you know all about it and are taking control of your health. Maybe your doctor said: less stress, more balance and this got you into the yoga studio. Nothing bad to say about that. If you were my friend, I’d probably recommend you do this very thing. Go to yoga. It will help you.
One time, I think Sara, our ever-pleasant yoga instructor, actually nudged you with her toe. Nothing happened. And to be honest, I can’t imagine Sara actually doing this. Maybe I fell asleep for a moment myself and dreamed it, because she is not the sort of yoga teacher to tell anyone what to do. Rather than give you a nudge, she’d let you come to it in your own time.
Which is generally what I am trying to do. I’m never going to tell you to shut the f*ck up! That wouldn’t be very nice. And it might come as a bit of a shock considering we’ve never even made eye contact.
If yoga has taught me anything, it’s that I can focus on my path — and let others be. It would just be so much easier if you’d get your snores out of my way, if I didn’t have to deal with all the feelings your snoring dredges up in me.
Rolling up your mat after class, you seem so content and grounded. Well rested. You look exactly like you should after a good yoga practice on a Tuesday night.
If anything, I should thank you for snoring. Clearly you are showing me that I have some issues to work out.
I should go to yoga for that.
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